Paige Barnes

Today is no different than any other day. I just sent an email to my son's teachers. He is missing a lot of class lately due to his blood sugars. It is frustrating. What's more frustrating is I cannot really fix it. I just hate that. And even more frustrating is that  I am still struggling with completely relying on God for my strength. Really, Paige? After four years of Red having diabetes you are still struggling with just "letting go and letting God"? I told my sweet husband today                "i need you to pray for me today. i am trying to feel defeated. i know i am not, but there  is a big part of me that wants to collapse in the floor and sob like a baby for my boy...  i am fiercely holding it together so as not to give the enemy a foothold". His response was short and rich with wisdom, it usually always is. He said to me    "i will ... just remember this though ... the enemy only ge...